I stay awake in the middle of the night, wondering where life has brought me.
I look back at all those situations where I could have acted in a different way and saved myself all the unwanted pain.
Its been soo long since you shattered my heart into a million pieces, even today i an picking up the broken pieces and trying to walk with my head held high.
I wish life has an erase history button, then I could erase all your memories which pokes me like a sharp knife everyday and remind me every second of my life that falling in love with you was the worst mistake of my life.
I just realized that these bad memories are stopping me from living, stopping me from believing.
I am trying hard each day to forget but I am just not able to do it.
First time in my life I regretted meeting someone in my life.
But I can't and shouldn't go on like this, I will not give up on life.
Just because you didn't value me d